Rachel your advice really helped me. Every time I think about Harley and the past week, I can't help but cry. So I've been trying to wait until I get in the shower to think about it. Then I just let go and cry. When I get out, I try to regain composure for Shiloh and Reece. My moods affect Reece more than any other dog I've ever seen. Knowing I have to take care of these two helps me be stronger. If I didn't have them, I'd be in a fetal position on the floor.