My gosh I feel so stupid right now. You all are being so nice to me and I act like no one cares. I need to get out of this. I do know people care here and you have showed me that. I don't know what is wrong with me. I hate feeling this way... I feel like crying right now.

I will visting a therapist in a few weeks so hopefully they will help me out. But I know talking to more people would really help me out to.

I'm sorry if I sound ungrateful... I am very grateful I have people talk to here. I am just down for some reason today.

I am so sorry if I am bringing anyone down! I don't want do that!