Forgive me for dragging this out...

Angel, I'm going to go out on a limb here & I hope you do not think less of me for saying this:

I'm beginning to think that Maddie is not in a safe place. It's obvious that you do not want to talk about it, however, I do wish you would tell someone so that:
1) we would either stop worrying or
2) we could make an effort to save her.

You know we care about your well-being as well as the dogs'. I hope you will confide in at least one person.

Please know, too, that judgements will not be passed; you did what you thought was best.

{{hugs}}
Tonya