Sorry everyone. I did talk to Missy, but I am not OK. Some of you know I tend to get depressed and right now it has me pretty bad. Not really suicidal, (I have no means) but quite bad. Not as bad as before but bad. Sorry, nothing interests me and for now I stay in my room, do not talk to anyone. The holidays brought too much stress I think because I felt a crash. If it gets worse, I will go to the hospital. Too many worries and I am sick of being treated like a psycho with no mind or feelings- I will not outlive it I don't think. *I* am NOT a psycho. I also have a significant event next weekend - maybe that is part of the tension - Dennis and I will be attempting to contimue our work to further some positive change in a world of abuse by sitting in a panel discussion and facing questions from sources that may or may not be hostile to us - to me specifically.

Kitties are fine - I prefer them (and PT'ers) to most people. Kitties are not cruel or mean and don't get their jollies over being better than others.