Basically..

I know I'm ready because I've developed depression issues without a dog like Ozzy. Agility, training, the bond...I've realized that over my social life, music, or whatever doesn't make me near as happy as having MY dog.

I'm willing to put everything else aside this time.
(and im not trying to be pathetically sympathetic or whatever by coming out and saying this)



So I guess this time will be diffrent in many ways. The new dog I'll hopefully get is going to be kind of therapy for me. Training dogs is my passion. It really is...it's what makes me happier than anything else. That's all I want these days...happiness.


Thanks though...I do get what you guys are saying. I understand where you're all coming from, and sorry if i came off a rude or immature. I'm just frustrated.