Kim,

I do know exactly how you feel! I've suffered from depression since I was 15 years old. I take medication for it and it keeps my "chemical imbalance" in cinque. As you know, I also have been struggling with employment and at times, will also get down in the dumps. When that happens, I just try to deal with it as best as I can till it goes away. But my thing is to keep on my meds. As long as I do, I'm fine.

Plus, if it weren't for my furkids and all the wonderful people here on PT, I'd probably be in the same fetal position.

Hang in there. If you need to talk, I'm here for ya. I'll PM you with my phone number.