I can't tell you what to do, but I know that good nurses are in great demand. My mom used to be a nurse and she would tell me stories about what they did in there. I could NEVER be a nurse. I think I would get sick or faint or something. Not for me. I think one of the main things a nurse needs is compassion for people and not to get grossed out, and to have determination and stamina. Good luck in whatever you choose.