["They make me feel like I'm not even worth talking to, although they do talk to me, but still thats how they make me feel."]

Miranda, I'm sorry you feel so bad at Christmas, but may I say something? No one can make you feel like anything, only you control how you feel. Hold your head up girl and don't worry about what they think or feel. As long as you're being yourself, you'll be fine. Merry Christmas to you and Heidi!