Thank You for all the advice!
I was really scared to post anything about my situation here. I honestly thought people were going to bash me for being a horrible person & not trying harder!
I still wish that I could have done more for her. My dad even offered to pay for training classes but I needed to make a decision quick. Lee & Ramona were waiting for an answer on her. Oh how Lee was so excited...he kept repeating how much she looked like his old dog & how much he will love her too! I REALLY wanted to be happy for Waffles & I did try but when Lee took out a picture of his dog Cody that died......I completely lost it! I was sobbing so bad I couldn't breathe & my husband had to walk me outside! Does that happen to everyone? I know I shouldn't feel like I failed but I truely do. Why, why couldn't I have done more? Matthew said I could keep her if I kept her crated but I just couldn't. I know it's good for some people but I'm not used to it & all day long she would have been cooped up while Wicket was walking around freely. She will never be crated where she's at now & any "accidents" they don't care about! They live on a farm & Lee said he would be taking Waffles "to care for" the animals when he heals from his 4th by-pass surgery. I guess from here on in I just need to tell myself I did the right thing. Lee has had 4 surgeries & said this is just what he needed to bring his spirits up. He told me he even told the doctors & nurses at the hospital, he was going to be getting a new "companion"! I suppose this does make me feel good....to make someone else HAPPY!