This is happy news. It is what I have wanted and have been praying for. So why am I bawling my eyes out? I boohoo every time I think about it. Because I wanted her from the start? It's not like I am not thrilled to have two of her babies - I am!! Robbie has her markings and Lizzie has her eyes. I wanted her to be happy - and now what more could I ask for? I am just a mess I guess.