Very sweet gestures, Debbie. I hope each night is a tinier bit better. I took my RB Bert in the last time - I think it was 8 years ago now - and I still cry for him sometimes. There is a hole in my heart about the size of a ten pound orange and white fella. If I go several weeks without thinking about him - that is very unusual. It made me cry just to write this. Our kitties are just part of our life and it is such a painful thing to lose them.
HUGS