Souraya,
Sorry if we all seemed to be jumping on you. We just all care so much about everybody else and their furkids who visit this board. Maybe I read too much into your story. Maybe I picked out pieces of your story and put too much of my personal experience into it. I'm very pleased that you are taking him to a trainer. That shows how much you love him and are willing to do to make sure he's okay. I hope it works out. I wouldn't wish the guilt and pain that I went through on anyone. Best of luck to you.