Oh Linda I am so sorry about your Buddy. It is so obvious how much he means to you and how much you love him. My name is Debbie and my five cats are in my signature below. I have been part of this community for about ..two years I think?? There are lots of dear and sweet people here. If you look in the Cat Memorial forum - you will see that one of our regular posters T&P's Mom just lost her Tubby on Saturday and many of us grieve with her. I have also lost two geriatrics in the past five years. The kitties I have now are a whole new family. I also had to make a decision to have one of my geriatrics PTS (put to sleep) before he began to suffer any worse from a very large tumor that invaded his chest. Our animals are our family, our babies....and you have come to the right place to find consolation and to share your love of Buddy. Perhaps you would like to share some pictures of him, or some stories... so that we can get to know him better? Most people post in Cat General, so maybe you would like to post there?? Just an idea.
((((HUGS))))