(((((Chris)))))) I just read about you're loss and my heart breaks for you. I understand the pain of losing a best friend and companion,. Like so many of us here at PT who have lost our beloved babies it's just gut wrenching and nothing but a lot of time helps to ease the pain and feeling of loss and lonleyness. it's a year on Jan.16th we lost our beloved rotti Nikita. We still shed tears when we see her picture. It was only within the past month or so we could even look at her pictures. We still say goodnight to her every night. I can tell you that you're baby is still at your side and always will be. Your tribute was so touching that my tears fell as i read it. How lucky you both were to have shared so much love. The memories you have are forever and nobody can take them away, ever. You have my deepest sympathy and prayers. I'm sorry we had to meet under such sad circumstances. Thankyou so much for sharing such personal sadness with us. The rainbow bridge is full of our beloved babies that will greet your baby with lots of love until you meet again. God Bless and heal your sadness. Deb