Oh, of course, you are feeling terrible, but please, please don't blame yourself.
Phred is right........food on the porch.........an item of your clothing........and talking to all of your neighbors.
Esster, years ago I went on a vacation and when I returned, my neighbor who was taking care of my kitty said she hadn't seen him in well over a week. I didn't even unpack my suitcase. I started going all over the neighborhood and called and called him.
I found him, strolling around someone's back yard. He came to me and I was so relieved.
I know that Buddy will show up and you will be rejoicing soon.
You will have my prayers that he shows up soon!
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