I'm so very sorry about the loss you are going to have, I can relate to what you are going through, having been through the same thing less than a year ago. I can tell you it will become easier with time, lots of time. It's the kindest, most unselfish thing we can do for our sick beloved babies but so hard to do. I know in my heart that your baby will be there with you and watcing out for you until you are once again reunited. My thought's and prayers are with you at this very sad time.
God Bless you and your baby. You are a very good, brave Mom.

Lots and lots od hugs being sent to you.

(((((((((Lexie)))))))))
Deb, Monty and Kiki