Oh Jan, I am crying with you. And it does make you mad on top of the sadness, doesn't it? It just isn't fair, is it? But we all know that life is not always fair and more importantly, we all know that you did the RIGHT thing for Bonnie and that her passing could not have been predicted. If the vet thought there was risk you would have known about it. After all, the vet needs to live with the death of a patient too, and that is hard. Bonnie had LOVE! And isn't that what we want for ALL the lonely and homeless? Bonnie was blessed to be found by YOU and not left for dead. Bonnie had a GOOD life even if a rough start. And the fact the you will miss her, proves this. {{{{{HUGS}}}} RIP Bonnie.