Don't be sorry. I know what you mean about your friends "changing" I have had that happen all my life, where they decided to hang out with other people and kind of dump you. I don't know if your friends are dumping you for their new friends, but thats what happened to me. I think maybe you should talk to them about it, if you are comfortable doing that. Its hard for me to talk to people about how they are bothering me or whatever sometimes. Have you talked to your parents about changing new schools? Why couldn't you be who you normally are, the outgoing person at your regular school? I suppose because everyone sees you as the quiet, shy person that it would feel weird to just pop out being all outgoing. Do your friends know that you are outgoing? Just curious. I do know though that it hurts a lot when your friends start to change into people that you don't know. Are you sure that you would like to REALLY switch schools, start all over? My advise would be to talk to your parents about the switching school (if you are pretty serious about it), and also talk to your friends. If your friends just blow off your concern/feelings then they might not be the kind of friends that you want. You can PM me if you need to talk. {{{HUGS}}}