Jen: I am so sorry what you're going through. Did you know that depression is considered a disease? It can completely destroy your life if you don't get a hold of it. Your depression mixed with the losses of your friends, imo, is dangerous for you. I am glad to hear that you are talking to a professional. I know you don't think it will help, but believe me, it will!

Depression runs in our family. I know what it can do to a person if it isn't recognized and isn't treated. You have to come to terms with the fact that you can't solve everyone's problems. You have to take care of yourself.

Just please be very open to this professional help that you are seeking! It's the best thing to talk about it.

{{{Hugs}}}