I totally understand I am in the 10th grade...your freshman year is always the hardest I just got my report card today and I had one bad grade in my worst subject...I can help you with english I am in a pre ap class and it just comes easy to me I took I.P.C. last year so if you need any help I am here and I am in Algebra ll this year so I have already taken algebra in the 8th grade(I and some others in my grade are a year ahead of the rest of the class in math) so if you ever need any help just pm and I would be more than happy to do my best to help you cause believe me I know how hard high school is ...and I know that you are scared to tell your parents but I learned the hard way that it is better to tell them then have them find out ....they can be understanding sometimes ...{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}} it will all be okay