Oh Kim, my heart is aching for you {{{hugs}}}. I remember when I lost Tigger's brother Tony in 1999. It was all of a sudden. Even thought he had been sick for a while he had seemed to have gotten better, but I guess I was just fooling myself.

I can tell you that it does get easier....but I also know that it is no consolation to you right now. I'm just so sorry.

I have a tribute to Tony in pictures right next to my bed and I also was able to get his ashed back from the vet so I have them in a shadow box with his picture that is beside my bed as well. It has been 5 years since I lost him and I still look over at his pictures and think about him and cry. He was a "soul kitty"....just like Tucker was for you. Feel blessed that you were loved by him....we don't get to many "soul kitties" in our lifetime.

You know that if you ever need to talk or just someone to listen....I'm just a PM away. --- Meg