I know so many of you have felt what I am feeling ... and it does help to know that you understand and care ..... I just feel such a huge emptiness right now .... I thought I was getting better, but late afternoon / early evening up until bedtime is the worst. This is when he always followed me to "our" bed to go night night. Hubby works nights, so Tucker was my bed buddy. We had the same routine every night .... he knew when I said "let's go to bed, Tucker man" .... and would run back to the bedroom, jump on the bed and start purring and kneading the covers .... I always had to gently move him over just to pull the covers back and get in ... he was always standing right on my spot ... lol.

I am trying to post on some of the other boards some tonight, to get my mind off of myself and see where I can be of help to others. I am really dreading trying to get in my bed tonight. Last night I think I was too exhausted to even think about it ... tonight it is very clear.

Thank you all so much ..... Debbie .... thanks so much for calling me today, and Lorraine for calling me yesterday and also Gary (Catmandu) called me today as well. I am so very blessed with my wonderful PT friends.

(((HUGS)))
Kim