I know how you feel. People can ask me about the most painful, hurtful anythings in my life and I won't cry. But as soon as I mention something happening to Josie, or knowing she won't be here for ever I burst in to tears. It's scary, I know. I try very hard not to think about it...but it's so hard.. All you can do is love him and care for him and give him the best home ever