Sigh...

My first "crush" was in 1st grade lol. I was put in a "special" class because I wasn't paying atention in kindergarden (I was bored as H**l, thats why). He was in the special class for the same reason (I can't even remember his name right now lol). Anyway, he was the only one that talked to me because all the other kids thought we were freaks or something. He even drew me a picture for my birthday. We were good friends then I switched schools and he moved out of town . I saw him once when I was about 13 and he was HOT lol. I was kind of miffed that he was only visiting town...sigh.

My first "love" though has to be my husband. I've been with many people through the years and I've been through a lot of abuse at the hands of people that "loved" me. I'll admit to being in lust (thats what usually got me into trouble) but I don't think I have ever known love in the way I do now. My husband is my best friend, my lover and everything in between. He is the sweetest guy I've ever known and he treats me like a goddess. I could ramble on and on lol.

I love my hubby!!