Hi, Kiddo.
I know somewhat how you feel. 10 days after my 13th birth day, my mother died. I was crushed to put it mildly. I had a poodle, named Tyke, at that time. It's a wonder the poor dog didn't drown in all the tears I cried over him. I felt that if one of our family should go, it should have been me. I was a kid and my dad and brother needed my mother. I am now 51 (don't tell anyone) and I can tell you that even though you may not understand what is going on, there is a purpose and reason for everything, so HOLD ON. You are worth just as much as anyother person on this planet and have just as much right to happiness. Sometimes you have to take life minute by minute. One thing is certain: cercumstances always change. Engulf youself in things that interest you including things that make you laugh or smile. Sometimes life will take you on such a wild ride that all you can do is hold on. You may want to try keeping a journal for your eyes only. Writing down all those feelings helped me (and still does).
You will be in my prayers.
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