Kayann
It sounds like you are really going through the mill at the moment. Remember that we are all your friends and we all respect you and think you are a worthwhile, intelligent and loving person. It must be hard for your Dad to cope at the moment and of course that affects you too.
I'm so glad you have Simba and so glad you have us - don't ever worry about telling us what is happening. We think the world of you and will give any help and support we can at any time.
Keep your chin up lovvie.