After a few sleepless nights, I've resigned myself to just that, Debbie. Whatever is meant to be, will be.

I remember interviewing for a position I was perfect for at a company that was a ministry to the disabled. I didn't get the position because (at least I thought so) I divlugled that I had Crohn's. Turns out, I met wonderful people and have learned a ton about myself and have matured greatly at my current job.

So, we'll see if this is where my life takes a new path, or not.

Thanks for your concern, prayers and sweet things you all say. You are all wonderful friends and I'm the lucky one to have you.