That flying around stuff is nerve wracking! I know!!!!
See if you can find a petstore in your area or a vet that will help you. I don't do the clipping on my own, either. I pay my vet $12/bird to do it for me, and it is very much worth it.
Patience will pay off, but letting them out is a good thing (better when you get those wings clipped).
Logan
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