Thanks everyone so much for your support. I really do not what I would do if I didn't have you all.

Right now I feel like I'm just in a dream and it is not real. I just haven't felt like talking much to anyone about it either. I just feel like I'm the one to blame. Maybe if I had waited? I don't know I just really don't know what to think. I just keep thinking of her sweet little face. How happy she was and how much she loved to play with Reggie. And how much trouble they got each other into.

I just wish there was some way I could have known that this would of happen. Then I could have been more prepaired maybe just maybe the vet could have used a less anesthesia. Maybe I could have gone to a different vet.

I just keeping thinking of the "what ifs"