Anna I am totally immersed in tears. Thank you for coming here to share your heart. I am so touched by your words and I know that Angus has heard them too. Anna, Angus was so special to so many of us. It has been a hard couple of days for us and I know it is unimaginable grief for your and your hubby. I pray that that with your many friends here at Pet Talk you will be able to heal. I wish I had known these wonderful people who we call Pet Talkers when I lost my dogs in the past. I am so glad to realize that there are so many of you who feel what I (and Anna) feel when a beloved pet passed out of our lives. So many of our acquaintances in everyday life do not. Anna, if there is anything at all that I can do, please just send me a PM. God bless you and your hubby as you go forward without your special boy. Please know that he meant the world to all of us as well. (((Hugs)))