Thanks everyone...

I do have a journal. I usually write in it before I go to sleep.

I don't know if my mom is struggling from anything...it sure as heck sounds like it, but I think that just may be her.

I think I want to be a vet. I'm not exactly sure. I want to be an actress or a chef as well, but I can't see that happening. So I'm just thinking about a vet and going with that...it's one of the only places I see myself being happy.