Thank you all for your kind and comforting words as only PT can understand how I feel right now. It's just that I am mad at myself for not going to talk to the man at the beginning to let HIM know what I had plan on doing. He has one big nasty dog and having a fear of big dogs from a childhood trauma, I put it off. His dog came out of the house a few times and scared the living daylights out of me, barking and growling at me.

To answer a few of your questions; The shelter that came for them is a very HIGH KILL SHELTER. The strays and ferals are PTS almost the same day they are brought in and the found cats with collars, are only kept for 4-5 days before they are PTS.

Christa: I have rescued quite a few mamas and their babies in the past, but it was always a one on one and the mama's were abandoned and somewhat friendly, so it was easier for them to gain my trust. But I have never tried to help so many at once.
Don't worry, as long as I am still on this earth, any cat or kitten that needs my help, will get it.

CCL: I thought I was done with crying, until I read, "Magoo sends you a big hug and a very sloppy nose rubbing kiss!"
Big hugs and kisses back at ya sweetheart.
In regards to the little one I was fortunate enough to get out of there, he is doing well and is such a love bug. I will do a new post on him when I am up to it.

Thank you all again for your loving support and understanding.
I love you all.