Taking HUGE breath here.....

We have decided that we wont keep her... I just cant pretend to feel what I dont feel... With every dog I have owned,, I have had an instant connection,,, with rose,, I dont. My son feels the same way.... My hubby likes her just as we all do,, but *ITS* just not happening...

she does indeed deserve a home that can give her the total love she so richly deserves.. I cant provide that fully. My heart isnt there. shes a lovely dog,, perfect for someone,, just not us.

Now if youll all excuse me.. I think I will go wallow in th guilt I cant seem to shake.....

Thank you,,, You just have no idea of just how much all of your thoughts and inputs have meant to me.... thank you a million times.