DJFyrewolf36, that sure sounds like a depressing situation in your area! You can see such a tendency here now as well. It's scary and stressful when you do not know if you still have an income tomorrow.

But I would rather live on nothing but cheap pasta and ketchup every day instead of giving up my girls!!!

Thanks, Killearn Kitties! I hope that I'll be able to stay in the job in case I'll find one, because at this point, I do not have much trust in my health. I'm getting problems when I'm sitting more than one or two hours, so I cannot imagine how to do an office job full time at this point. But maybe things would work better than I'm expecting now, I have to find out... .

Kirsten