As a Cat Lover,I too know the pain,of losing a Cat,but losing a KItten,that young ,makes it a lot worse! You shouldnt feel Guilty,Edges was carrying,the illness in him,it was nothing,that you did,to make him passon! I have if,from Mister Scrappy,and Mr.Fluffy,my Old RB Cats,that they have Edges,with them,at a Fancy Resort Hotel,in Cancun,Mexico,and he is having Fun,with the Pet Angel Army!He misses you,and says that one day,you will be together! Now he is getting seconds,at the Breakfast Buffet!