Boscibo,
I am so deeply sorry for the loss of Bandit. I know all too well the depth of your grief. I can only tell you that you did the right thing, the compassionate thing, the thing Bandit relied on you to do. Please take extra special care of yourself right now. You need it. Bandit is truly in a better place right now, playing freely, and looking over you. May God comfort you and your family at this difficult time.