Oh Rachel, I'm so sorry.
It's so hard losing a pet, it doesn't matter if it's a big doggie or a tiny bird.
I'm still grieving over the loss of my kitty, Charlie almost three weeks ago. I still can't think of him without tearing up, even though I have two new kitties that are just lovely.
The people here at Pet Talk are just wonderful and have helped me deal with my loss. We are all here for you during this difficult time. Please know that.
love,
Thelma