Oh my Lorraine! I am behind in reading posts but so glad I read this one about your precious C-Fer! I can surely tell he was one special boy to you and how much you loved him. He was a gorgeous kitty too and man was he HUGE! That picture of you holding him with him giving you a big ole hug is wonderful!! How comforting to have that big ball of fluff to snuggle with. I know how much you must miss him and I also know that feeling doesn't go away because I feel the same about my RB Bert - it just doesn't go away when you love a cat that much! It is going to hit me again (hopefully not for many years!!) because I now love my Dylan this same way. I love them all of course but some just get into your heart in a special way and it sounds to me like that is what C-Fer did!! Thanks you for telling us all about him. It made me smile and cry just a little, too. ((((Lorraine)))))