oh and one of the pharmisits i chat with said i looked flush today. which is ok, means i'm getting better. cause my face gets pinkish when i'm recovering from being sick from something.

i'm usually very pale in colour, also known as whiter then a ghost, thats my healthy colour

its when i'm a greyish or bright red colour i'm very ill.

yay irish blood

i don't tan, i don't even get sun burns anymore. i get 2ed or 3rd degree burns, yay.. so i cover up, use my 70spf suntan loation and hide in the shade or indoors.

if i'm in the heat for more then 30 mins, i start to get sun/heat stroke, so when the temp is over 30-35c i have to carry loads of water and tom's cell phone incase i start to passout again. i've only been like this for the past 4 years and its just getting worse.


i think i should stop typing, i've said way way too much for one night