Oh Rachel, I am so, so sorry. How awful for this to happen to you. He was way too young to go, and you are too young to have to go through this! You poor thing. Bandit was beautiful, and he still is, up at Rainbow Bridge. Just concentrate on the fact that he is happy and safe and pain-free now. Other than that, I don't know what to say. This is awful news. My heart goes out to you. Please know that if you need anything, I or anyone else on this board are here for you. We will help you through this.