I'm sitting here bawling my eyes out . . . death is a hard thing for anyone to think about . . . even when you think of your pets. Josie isn't even a year old yet, but it breaks my heart to consider not having her in my life. After the countless times that she has lifted my spirits out of depression and anxiety . . . I just couldn't imagine loosing her. But I do know how you feel . . . I've lost many pets in my 23 years. It's hard to know that you'll never have them again, but you have to believe that it's better that they don't suffer. Some have a strong will, just like people, and it seems that Tubby's strong will is carrying him along. Just pay as much attention as you can to him. And you never know, you may have him for a few more years . . .

My friend had a 21 year old cat . . . it was deaf and blind . . . they had to put litter on a newspaper on the floor, because it couldn't step over the side of a litter box . . . it had the run of an entire livable attic (they were lucky, wealthy people) and it was the sweetest cat . . .

Point being, you never know how long Tubby has . . . just enjoy every second that you have with him. You're in our thoughts!!! Sending Love & {{{HUGS}}} to you and Tubby . . . from me and Josie!