Ok well...first thing I hate...my skin. I am 100% positive I will have skin cancer. I burn SO EASILY. Honestly. I could be in the sun for 2 minutes and get a bad burn. I get burned in 30 seconds! I have never tanned. My skin is sooo sensitive. Sunscreen only makes my skin worse.
I hate: my face. It is ALWAYS red. Sometimes, I don't mean to blush, but I do. My face always goes red in phys ed class. Even people who are working harder than me at whatever we are doing, my face is always red, and is for the rest of the day. Even if I'm outside, and I have a visor on, my face gets red. Even if I'm in the shade. I can't stand the heat, and yet, I can't handle the cold.
I don't like: My body basically. I hate my hair. I don't like my eyes. I don't like my voice.
I don't like that I get mad easily and lose my temper. I don't like that one minute I can be happy, and the next, I'm in tears. I don't like that I am always having mood swings, and I seem to be so emotional sometimes. I cry over things nobody does.
What I do like: I love that I am able to go up to a complete stranger my age and say HI! I'm not shy when it comes to that. I get jokes all the time, and get a lot of things. I usually find myself explaining a joke to somebody. Or even a saying. I catch on quickly. I love that I am totally unique and usually couldn't give a crap what other people think of me.
It's weird, even though I don't like my self alot, I really love myself. I love my mind, I am very disciplined when I want to be. If I ever had a kid, I would want her to be JUST like me. And I guess thats a good thing.
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