Hrm...I hate being shy. I would much rather have an easy time of dealing with people because my shyness is usually interpreted as me being an aloof @$$ and Im really not! Im just shy, dang it. I hate not being able to communicate this to people too...thats why I love PT, cause I don't have to talk lol! I hate also that I turn mute sometimes, I just CANNOT talk! I want to but it just doesn't work.

I love being me. Honestly dispite my darker sides, I think I'm really neat lol. I'm really really good at making people laugh and feel better and that is rewarding. I love my eyes, everyone tells me that that is my best physical feature *other than my chest , some people...* I love my talent for writing. I love my ability to NEVER get bored. I can be entertained by staring at the walls lol.