he'll be awaiting you in years to come, with open arms and purrs... you did what you could, no less, he knows that. whoever left him, will answer to the higher power (if that is the case). He was, and you were, lucky to find each other. He had several days of lovin'-- way better than passing unloved and forgotten like so many strays are. You are an angel, he is an angel. I know you loved him and you still can! He's with all of our passed on pets... (actually THAT gives me comfort! that he's with my siamese Dashielle and Cheops...and Tilly, Varney, etc) I think we'll see them all again. And at minimum, they are no longer suffering.