I am so sorry, Heather. You must be feeling so much pain. The pain does seem to intensify at night, I don't know why, but it does. I lost a cat that was very beloved to me a couple years ago, it just seemed like I missed her more of a night. She seemed to always be there, and then when she was gone, I just couldn't seem to function for such a long time, the sound of her purring, her wrapping herself around my neck, when I was on the computer, God how I missed that!

I am crying for you as I type this, I am just so sorry, that you are having to go through such a terrible time.

It will take time for your heart to mend, but as Karen said the healing process has started. My heart goes out to you, and I will keep you in my prayers.

Willie