Warning... this was not the best night of my life. If you don't like college hijinks, please don't read further.

I was a freshman in college and VERY shy and not into dating. One night I woke up to the school's "coolest" jock VERY drunk pretending to have sex with me... while half the campus looked on. Then other cool jocks joined in one this mock rape. I was so scared I couldn't scream. My voice got lost in my throat. All the while my roomate and "friends" looked on and laughed at me. It might have been pretend to them, but the shame and fear was real to me.

I begged my mom to come home the next day. She didn't know what happened and I couldn't bring myslef tell her, so she made me finish out the semester.

I refused to date any guys until AFTER college because the hurt of that night was so strong. At the time, all men were just as bad as the jock who did that to me.