Oh Kirsten, i'm sorry to hear that you will have to have surgery.
Try not to be scared. Think how much better you will feel after, to be able to get back to work, to get back on your feet financially and especially to be rid of the terrible pain that you must be in.
I'm sure your babies will be well taken care of and before you know it, you will be back home with your sweeties in no time.

Sending prayers and positive thoughts your way that the surgery goes well and you have a full and complete recovery.
Hang in there Kirsten.

(((((HUGS)))))