Oh no, Kirsten I'm so sorry to hear of all that you are going through right now Do you have someone there to help you? I hope so. Please, get yourself to the hospital if any of the symptoms you mentioned appear. I will be saying very special prayers for your recovery. Please, take care and check back with us after the MRI. I wish they could do it sooner Hold tight to your precious Luna and Lily and please, take it easy. {{{HUGS}}} Sandra