oi, after reading all that i have this strange feeling that left to my own total devices without any interference from anyone...i would end up like those people

I don't want to be like that so I'm definately going to make sure I don't!!

I guess in the end it just really comes down to psychological problems. Gotta admit that depression is probably one of the causes of these things...

okay, i know have this feeling that people are going to think me totally wierd....okay then...oh wells...at least I can forsee a problem that could happen and avoid it i hope