I just am at such a loss right now .... Jerry and I both are. Duncan was his Daddy's favorite, so we both shared tears of pain yesterday. I feel so stupid, so terribly negligent... for not having tested and such as I should have. I always rely so strongly on my Faith .... but even God expects us to use our heads as well! I can only hope and pray that He will see fit to spare my remaining babies .... in spite of my stupidity.